1. 40506) I’m tired of being unhappy.

    confessionsabouteatingdisorders:

    I’m sick of worrying. I hate that when I’m walking, I’m worried about the wind blowing my shirt against my skin, and everyone seeing how fat I am. I hate that I can’t be comfortable in singlets because my arms are so chubby. I hate that every time I look in the mirror, I hate myself some more for letting myself gain weight. I hate myself for swallowing my food. I want to love myself. I want to be healthy. I just want to be fucking happy. But this is never going to end.

    4 months ago  /  125 notes  /  Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders

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  3. (via justicebreeze)

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  4. 39773) I used to be able to restrict without even thinking about it. Now I binge and binge and binge. I’ve gained so much weight and I hate myself for it. I’ve been attending a recovery group but all I can think is “I’m not the skinniest one here. I’m a failure.”

    4 months ago  /  37 notes  /  Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders

  5. o-bscurebones: so beautiful

    o-bscurebones:

    so beautiful

    (via justicebreeze)

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  7. lovelydelicate: 705

    lovelydelicate:

    705

    (via iamaweightlossblog)

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  9. 39779) Everything makes me want to stop eating. Beautiful things. Ugly things. Tragedy, happiness, friendship, heartbreak - all of it. Everything comes back to starving myself, somehow.

    4 months ago  /  108 notes  /  Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders

  10. 39780) I nowhere near as terrible as some people with EDs and that makes me think I don’t deserve help, because they probably need it more.

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